Focus....

Guess you all know that I will be having my exam soon. But my brain does not seem to know it. I try to study but every little thing will distract me. TV. Music. Food. Phone calls. Laptop. Dog barking. Every super mini thing. Some of my friends that are in university are having their holidays now. And I'm so so jealous. I want my holiday to start now too. I'm starting to think of what to do for my holidays now. I want a longer holiday. Study one semester, holiday one semester. But there's no such thing. So better stop dreaming about it. Time to focus and study.......(one more month and I will have my freedom) *stop thinking about holiday..study study study*

Life

I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it. -Groucho Marx

I'm so lazy

I still have around a month plus till exam. But I'm so lazy to study. Feels sleepy whenever I open the book. I still have a lot to revise but I'm just too lazy. Lazy, lazy, lazy. I just want to sit down and relax and enjoy. I don't want to study but I know I have to. So I better stop complaining and start studying. Complaining won't do me any good.

This weekend...

This is the worst weekend ever. I can't take it anymore. Help!!! Help!!! Help!!!

Something I found

Was going through some of my things when I found some old Ringgit notes that my grandpa gave. I only have a few of it. I think he gave that to us for Chinese New Year (or was it during his birthday). Anyway, I haven't seen any notes like this before. So I guess he have been keeping it for quite some time. And it's still in nice condition (not like the notes that you get from the market which is old and smelly). I wonder if we could get older notes from the bank. It's nice to be able to keep them. Below are the pics of it..

This is the one that I haven't seen before

This is slightly different cos the number is not at d side

This is the current RM1

The old note looks nicer.......

Dinner..

I had another dinner with my family and family friends today. Ate at Huatang Restoran. Dinner was nice and yummy and everyone was very full and bloated after finishing dinner. Haha. I'm still feeling very full now. These are what we had....

Overall, I had a nice time this birthday. Was a little sad about my taxation but there's nothing I can do about it now. So was happy enjoying after that.

21st birthday..

Celebrated my 21st birthday recently. What did I do the whole day? Nothing much but I remember eating a lot. Haha. Woke up and got ready to go out with friends n sis for lunch. We went to eat at Kim Gary since haven't gone there for quite some time. And friends n sis bought me a cake (cake number 1). It's very nice and cute. After eating, we went for our class. Guess what you will feel when you are so full? Haha. Sleepy of course. All of us were trying so hard not to fall asleep. Had to eat sweets and talk a little to keep us awake. Was so glad when the class ended. Went back and had some rest and then it was time for dinner. Went to 32 with cousins, aunty, nephew and sis. The food's portion was not big but it's very 'rich' so was quite full after eating.And then had cake again (cake number 2). Haha. The cake was nice but I was so full so had difficulty finishing it. After dinner, headed back to aunty's house. Chat a little and it was time to zZz. Haha.

Some of the pics that sis took (Thanks..)

Friends and sis

Cake 1



Some of the food we had





Dessert



Cake 2

Haha..So in a day I had two birthday cakes. Will post about my celebration with my family soon.

*P/S : Thanks for all the wishes and may you all have a nice and wonderful time always..

Sad sad day..

I fail one of my paper...Am feeling so sad right now..There's so many questions in my mind now...If only..I wish..I should have....But none of this will help anymore...So better concentrate and make sure I pass my coming papers...Guess that's all that I am able to do.... :(

Baking..

Recently, I've been baking and making cakes. Some was OK but some don't look that nice. I'm still trying to make it perfect (it's nearly impossible but still have to keep trying). Anyway below are the few that turned out quite OK.

First week in college

The first week in college was terrible. After two months of holidays, my ears and brain are not functioning well. Haha. Had difficulties trying to catch what the lectures were saying. After lecture ended, went back to my aunty's house and had a nice nap. Well, this semester, the lecturers are better than the previous semester's lecturers. Maybe I will be more interested to listen. Haha. Hope all will be better for the coming week.

Last week of hols

Holidays are going to be over. Time to go back to college and start studying. Just the thought of it makes me feel so lazy. I don't hate studying but I just hate taking exams. I just wish there are no exams. Then I would not mind studying. Haha. I know what I'm wishing is so impossible. I just hope holidays don't end.

Clever Poppy

Recently, my dogs have been able to get out whenever we lock them at the back. We thought we did not lock the gate properly. But that happened a few times. So it was not possible that we did not lock it properly for so many times. Then, we found out what had happened. Take a look at the video and you will know why they manage to get out.

My blog is resting...

Don't have much time to blog recently. Exam will be around the corner and I'm busy catching up on my studies. So I'm letting my blog rest. Haha. When I'm able to breathe (that is after my exam) then my blog will start working again. Hopefully I'm won't be lazy that time or my blog will have extended holiday. Haha. Time to hit the books........

Fun + Crazy

I got something to play with recently. It's kind of challenging but it is driving me crazy. It's really testing my patience. Don't really have much patience but then another part of me just need to solve it. So manage to solve it at last. Will get another to try other time. So, manage to think what it is? Well, it's these small boxes.

All these are unsolved:

All these are after they are solved:

Solving all these are driving me crazy. I need some rest.

Which is better?

Went to the hairdresser today. And she recommended me a new look. So which hairstyle suits me better?

Hairstyle 1

Hairstyle 2

Some thing's wrong...

I think some thing's wrong with my head. Can't seem to remember things that well. And always end up searching for my things. There's things that I still have not manage to find. Wondering where it is. Luckily I can remember my name and other things that's important. Haha. My bro was testing if I remember having a laptop. He said I gave it to him. Nice try. Haha. Having pain in my head. Did not knock on anything but it's painful. Maybe it's from lack of sleep. Should try sleeping early already. I think the lack of sleep is making me so moody (not always just sometimes) Yesterday got so geram cos my dog bite my slippers. So me (being moody again) whack him. He got so scared till he hid in the drain and later tried squeezing himself in a little corner near the washing machine. But I think he doesn't dare to bite slippers again (left another slipper last night to test and it was still there) Hope he will be good and won't bite already. So even if I forget to bring my slippers in then it will still there. I think I need to take ginkgo.

Terrible week..

This week is terrible. Have been sick for the whole week and still not getting better (maybe a little). I'm really hoping to get well soon. I've so many things to do but don't have the mood. There's still a lot to catch up. So much to study but so little time. Why is there only 24 hours in a day? I need more..more...more...Still have not finish helping my cousin with her accounts. Suppose to finish by this week and I still have 8 more months of sales to check. *faints* Took a week to finish checking 4 months of sales. How to finish checking 8 months of sales in less than a week?? Another thing..My college is bad, terrible, horrible. Had classes 3 days a week and for 3 days the lift was not working. What is wrong with the lift? It happens quite often. But it has not happen 3 days in a row before. And of all the time, it happen when I was sick. Really had difficulty getting up. 7 floors. Absolutely crazy. Nearly had cramp when I manage to reach the seventh floor. One of the lecturer told us that one of the staff fell and was admitted to the hospital. Oh..Did I mention that the stairway has no lights. So it's totally dark unless there's sunlight. No wonder the staff fell. Such terrible college. Can't they maintain the place? They should use a little of the money we pay for the fees to pay for the maintenance. I'm getting tired of climbing stairs. So please please please repair the lift.
Going to study a little and then going to have my rest.

She's back...

Poppy's back...She looks cuter now. Or maybe it's because I miss her. Haha. Chiko was very excited to see her but Poppy was more excited to see Brownie. Brownie was not very happy to see her cos she was blocking his way so he can't walk without knocking her. So in the end, she played with Chiko. They are having fun chasing and biting and snatching things. Oops....forgot to feed them. Will post their pictures soon...

Will have a nice sleep tonight..

Results was out today. And I pass. HOORAY!!! Have been worried for a few days and could not really sleep at night. Today I'll have a nice sleep I guess. I am really tired now. Zzz...

Things that I won't usually do. I'm bored..

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now. I'm missing Poppy.

I don't watch TV these days. Less..but still watching

I own lots of books.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I've tried marijuana.

I love playing video games. Wishing to play. That will be better than studying.

I have been in a threesome.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

I curse sometimes.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I use to carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I'm totally smart. I won't have to study already if I am.

I've broken someone's bones.

I'm paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now. There's so many things I want to buy.

I love sushi.

I talk really fast. Depends on what language. If it's mandarin, then I'm slow.

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D

I like the way I look.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single.

I enjoy talking on the phone. Just that no one calls me :P

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I enjoy window shopping. It'll be better if I was really shopping. Not just window shopping.

I would rather shop then eat.

I don't hate anyone. I just dislike people :)

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

I have changed a diaper before.

I want to have children in the future.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything. I don't think I am.

I have a lot to learn.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I have tried alcohol before.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I own the "South Park" movie.

I would die for my best friends.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. I do watch but don't really like it

I have dated a close friends's ex.

I am happy at this moment! I'm usually happy. But not now. Have test and exam coming.

I'm obsessed with guys.

I study for tests most of the time. I do try to :)

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I can work on a car.

I love my job.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I walk barefoot wherever i can.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

I'm proficient in a musical instrument.

I plan on achieving a dream/goal.

I hate office jobs.

I worked at McDonald's.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.

I went college out of state.

I like sausage.

I love kisses. It depends on who.

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colours.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.

I can pick up things with my toes.

I can't whistle.

I usually like covers than originals.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I can't stick to a diet.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

I talk in my sleep. Nobody tells me that I talk while sleeping. So I guess I don't.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

Anyone that is bored can do this. Don't want to stab anyone.

Missing Poppy

I MISS POPPY. My dad decided to leave her in my grandma's house when we wanted to go back yesterday. I really hope my dad will change his mind and bring her back today. Chiko can't sleep yesterday too. I don't think he's used to sleeping without his sister. He's missing his playmate. Haha. My sis was sad too. Even though Poppy's naughty but she's very cute. Sometimes she so cute that we can't beat her. Then she'll stare blankly at you. I'm really missing her. Hope my dad brings her back.

Happy Chinese New Year

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Where? Where? Where?

Having major crisis. Where should I study? Continue in DISTED or change to PTPL? Should I go to a nicer placer or should I go somewhere not so nice (and haunted)? Should I choose the college that has more days off? Should I skip paper F4 till F6 and take F7 till F9 first? Can someone just help me solve this? Oh.. Having headache..Here's the advantage and disadvantage of both the colleges..

DISTED
Advantage: will give original text books(BPP), get to experience a little of campus life and there's place to park car
Disadvantage: classes from Monday till Friday, first time teaching F7-F9, have to be their guinea pigs and have to skip F4 till F6, fees is expensive

PTPL (IPG)
Advantage: have more experience in teaching, only three days of studies, have past year papers, fees is cheaper
Disadvantage: horrible building, think they'll give photostated books, no parking, no campus environment

So...Which college should I go to? Tossing coin...Head or tail?

Happy New Year 2009..

A NEW YEAR DAWNING

By Jill Eisnaugle



A New Year is dawning with promise abound

An era’s beginning with much to be found

A time for renewal, reflection, and change

Where our sacred dreams are, at last, in range

No longer shall we dwell on days now bygone

From this hour forward, our hearts shall be strong

We will face the morning with stars in our eyes

Grateful for a New Year of wealth and surprise.

Through burdens and hardships, we’ve battled and won

To now find ourselves at the New Year begun

Away from the sorrow that time has removed

And ready to embrace the future improved

Our souls remain steadfast, our smiles remain bright

As we greet the New Year of glory with might

Regardless of the paths which led us to now

We stand here, united, with hope on our brow.

A New Year has beckoned and long may she roam

To bring us the blessing and solace of home

The foods on our table, so plenty and grand

And riches held dearly in each heart and hand

May your joys outnumber the days you feel lost

May your wishes be on angels’ wings embossed

So, your only struggles are those you forget

Leading 2009 to be your best year, yet!